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Nov. 11th, 2004 11:19 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
hilsI was going to do a post about tonights Alias but I'm really not in the mood. I've just been reading through all the kind and supportive comments I've received in response to my post about Ben and now I'm all weepy again.
I don't know why it's hitting me now. I don't remember getting this upset at Armistice Day last year, which was a few months after Ben was killed.
I'm going to try and visit his grave when I go to my parents for Christmas. I just feel it's something I need to do. My mum kept encouraging me to but I never did, I think maybe I didn't want to face up to the reality of what had happened. I feel ready now though. Ready to pay my respects and say goodbye
I don't know why it's hitting me now. I don't remember getting this upset at Armistice Day last year, which was a few months after Ben was killed.
I'm going to try and visit his grave when I go to my parents for Christmas. I just feel it's something I need to do. My mum kept encouraging me to but I never did, I think maybe I didn't want to face up to the reality of what had happened. I feel ready now though. Ready to pay my respects and say goodbye
