General anxiety

[hils]

I keep dreaming that I'm driving a car and then remembering I haven't passed my test yet. I think because in my head I am a better driver than reality demonstrates. This is why I keep getting frustrated after my lessons. I feel like I should be doing better than I am. Didn't help that on Friday Greg said 'Oh, you must be about ready to take your test by now.' FAR from it actually.

Then I was chatting to touchstoneaf about the proposed trip to Seattle next year and I suddenly remembered that in theory I will be out of a job by Christmas and I started freaking out. I like stability in my life so I can plan things in advance and I don't have that at the moment. I am confident I will be able to get another job in the company but I don't know what I'll be doing or where I'll be working and that scares me, especially if I end up having to move to a new city as a result

*wibbles*

Comments

[selinamoonfire.livejournal.com]

LOL When the hockey thing works out, I can bail you out after you two get arrested for stalking. :P

[hils.livejournal.com]

LOL!!! Well, that's reassuring