Ack!

I woke up at 6:30am having some sort of anxiety attack. You know that feeling you get when you've forgotten something really important? It was like that only over nothing specific. My heart was pounding and I felt all nervous and trembly. I have no idea why. I still feel a bit wobbly now.

Maybe the Collectormania nerves are hitting early. LOL!

Ack!

I woke up at 6:30am having some sort of anxiety attack. You know that feeling you get when you've forgotten something really important? It was like that only over nothing specific. My heart was pounding and I felt all nervous and trembly. I have no idea why. I still feel a bit wobbly now.

Maybe the Collectormania nerves are hitting early. LOL!

*sigh*

I'm feeling in a bit of a slump at the moment and rather disconnected from the SV fandom. I'm still reading fics and enjoying them, and making icons but that enthusiasm and excitement that I had last year seems to have gone.

Writing fics has become a chore (apart from the ones I've written with lexalicious70) and I find myself skimming over Michael posts because it just reminds me how disappointed I am at not getting to meet him.

What happened to the times when if I went more than a couple of days without writing anything I started to get twitchy?

I really do think it comes down to the fact that I'm not enjoying the show any more. I know I should stop watching it, and I plan to when Lex leaves, but I'm the sort of person who likes to write fics based around the episodes and when the episodes are bad it kills my muse. I haven't watched Sleeper yet and I really don't care that I haven't seen it.

Unfortunately I don't seem to be able to write fics based around the older episodes that inspired me to write in the first place. I've got a Prodigal fic half-done and just sitting there and my Crusade mpreg is even less complete.

*sighs*

*sigh*

I'm feeling in a bit of a slump at the moment and rather disconnected from the SV fandom. I'm still reading fics and enjoying them, and making icons but that enthusiasm and excitement that I had last year seems to have gone.

Writing fics has become a chore (apart from the ones I've written with lexalicious70) and I find myself skimming over Michael posts because it just reminds me how disappointed I am at not getting to meet him.

What happened to the times when if I went more than a couple of days without writing anything I started to get twitchy?

I really do think it comes down to the fact that I'm not enjoying the show any more. I know I should stop watching it, and I plan to when Lex leaves, but I'm the sort of person who likes to write fics based around the episodes and when the episodes are bad it kills my muse. I haven't watched Sleeper yet and I really don't care that I haven't seen it.

Unfortunately I don't seem to be able to write fics based around the older episodes that inspired me to write in the first place. I've got a Prodigal fic half-done and just sitting there and my Crusade mpreg is even less complete.

*sighs*

Fic: Against All Odds (5/8)

Title: Against All Odds
Authors: hils and lexalicious70
Paring: Clark/Lex with hints of Clark/Rod and Clark/Rod/Lex
Spoilers: None
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Sequel to Highway to Hell and So Long Sylvia. In the aftermath of the alien encounter Lex receives some startling news
WARNING: MPREG!

Previous parts here

( Fake LJ cut to my fiction journal )

Fic: Against All Odds (5/8)

Title: Against All Odds
Authors: hils and lexalicious70
Paring: Clark/Lex with hints of Clark/Rod and Clark/Rod/Lex
Spoilers: None
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Sequel to Highway to Hell and So Long Sylvia. In the aftermath of the alien encounter Lex receives some startling news
WARNING: MPREG!

Previous parts here

( Fake LJ cut to my fiction journal )