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hilsI'm feeling in a bit of a slump at the moment and rather disconnected from the SV fandom. I'm still reading fics and enjoying them, and making icons but that enthusiasm and excitement that I had last year seems to have gone.
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lexalicious70) and I find myself skimming over Michael posts because it just reminds me how disappointed I am at not getting to meet him.
What happened to the times when if I went more than a couple of days without writing anything I started to get twitchy?
I really do think it comes down to the fact that I'm not enjoying the show any more. I know I should stop watching it, and I plan to when Lex leaves, but I'm the sort of person who likes to write fics based around the episodes and when the episodes are bad it kills my muse. I haven't watched Sleeper yet and I really don't care that I haven't seen it.
Unfortunately I don't seem to be able to write fics based around the older episodes that inspired me to write in the first place. I've got a Prodigal fic half-done and just sitting there and my Crusade mpreg is even less complete.
*sighs*
Writing fics has become a chore (apart from the ones I've written with
lexalicious70) and I find myself skimming over Michael posts because it just reminds me how disappointed I am at not getting to meet him. What happened to the times when if I went more than a couple of days without writing anything I started to get twitchy?
I really do think it comes down to the fact that I'm not enjoying the show any more. I know I should stop watching it, and I plan to when Lex leaves, but I'm the sort of person who likes to write fics based around the episodes and when the episodes are bad it kills my muse. I haven't watched Sleeper yet and I really don't care that I haven't seen it.
Unfortunately I don't seem to be able to write fics based around the older episodes that inspired me to write in the first place. I've got a Prodigal fic half-done and just sitting there and my Crusade mpreg is even less complete.
*sighs*