Feb. 7th, 2005
I feel like I'm being so stupid about this whole thing with Dave. I mean it's not like we hadn't already broken up when he decided to stop speaking to me. I dunno, losing a friend just seems to hurt more than losing boyfriend. I mean we were a couple for about 10 months I think, but friends for 4 years before that. He was one of the first people I met at work.
I was feeling like I was moving on yesterday and getting over it. Then Greg came in this morning with a stick of rock and asked me if I wanted a bit. I asked where he'd been to get it and he said that Dave had been to Whitby at the weekend and had bought it for him
Dave and I had planned to go to Whitby. We had the idea when we were going out and decided it would still be fun to go as friends after we broke up. I'd even picked out a cool gothic B&B for us to stay in.
I dunno, it just made me feel crappy knowing he'd gone with her. I mean if we were still friends I probably would have encouraged it, but I'm so bitter towards them both about the way this ended that I just feel like they shouldn't get any enjoyment out of my ideas
Does that make me a bad person?
I was feeling like I was moving on yesterday and getting over it. Then Greg came in this morning with a stick of rock and asked me if I wanted a bit. I asked where he'd been to get it and he said that Dave had been to Whitby at the weekend and had bought it for him
Dave and I had planned to go to Whitby. We had the idea when we were going out and decided it would still be fun to go as friends after we broke up. I'd even picked out a cool gothic B&B for us to stay in.
I dunno, it just made me feel crappy knowing he'd gone with her. I mean if we were still friends I probably would have encouraged it, but I'm so bitter towards them both about the way this ended that I just feel like they shouldn't get any enjoyment out of my ideas
Does that make me a bad person?
This is just getting silly. I popped to the loo just before getting ready to go home and as I headed back I spotted Dave loitering outside the office. He was peering through the window to see if I had gone home and it was safe to go in and talk to Greg.
Twat!
He spotted me, looked suitably embarassed, and stepped aside so I could get through the door. I refused to make eye contact and had a face like thunder. If I had forced myself to look at him I'd have either started yelling at him or started crying
Sorry to keep going on about it but since he refuses to talk to me, thus preventing me airing my thoughts to his face, I have to vent here. I can place this stuff under cuts from now on if you're sick of reading about it
Twat!
He spotted me, looked suitably embarassed, and stepped aside so I could get through the door. I refused to make eye contact and had a face like thunder. If I had forced myself to look at him I'd have either started yelling at him or started crying
Sorry to keep going on about it but since he refuses to talk to me, thus preventing me airing my thoughts to his face, I have to vent here. I can place this stuff under cuts from now on if you're sick of reading about it
Just a reminder that my request a photo meme is still going. I've only had one response so far :(
I can't wait for pancake day tomorrow. I'm going to STUFF MY FACE!!
I can't wait for pancake day tomorrow. I'm going to STUFF MY FACE!!
Orli is a man whore
Feb. 7th, 2005 10:59 pmLook at him, he's groping everyone.
This is actually kinda hot
I want to turn the Legolas/Boromir pic into an icon!
This is actually kinda hot
I want to turn the Legolas/Boromir pic into an icon!