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hilsI feel like I'm being so stupid about this whole thing with Dave. I mean it's not like we hadn't already broken up when he decided to stop speaking to me. I dunno, losing a friend just seems to hurt more than losing boyfriend. I mean we were a couple for about 10 months I think, but friends for 4 years before that. He was one of the first people I met at work.
I was feeling like I was moving on yesterday and getting over it. Then Greg came in this morning with a stick of rock and asked me if I wanted a bit. I asked where he'd been to get it and he said that Dave had been to Whitby at the weekend and had bought it for him
Dave and I had planned to go to Whitby. We had the idea when we were going out and decided it would still be fun to go as friends after we broke up. I'd even picked out a cool gothic B&B for us to stay in.
I dunno, it just made me feel crappy knowing he'd gone with her. I mean if we were still friends I probably would have encouraged it, but I'm so bitter towards them both about the way this ended that I just feel like they shouldn't get any enjoyment out of my ideas
Does that make me a bad person?
I was feeling like I was moving on yesterday and getting over it. Then Greg came in this morning with a stick of rock and asked me if I wanted a bit. I asked where he'd been to get it and he said that Dave had been to Whitby at the weekend and had bought it for him
Dave and I had planned to go to Whitby. We had the idea when we were going out and decided it would still be fun to go as friends after we broke up. I'd even picked out a cool gothic B&B for us to stay in.
I dunno, it just made me feel crappy knowing he'd gone with her. I mean if we were still friends I probably would have encouraged it, but I'm so bitter towards them both about the way this ended that I just feel like they shouldn't get any enjoyment out of my ideas
Does that make me a bad person?
