Meme

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Day One: Ten Secrets

Day Two: Nine Loves

Day Three: Eight Fears


01. Being alone. Don't get me wrong I love my quiet time but being asexual means I'm never going to get married and that makes me afraid of what life will be like when all my friends are married and settled.

02. Bees and wasps. Anything striped that stings. I got a bee caught in my hair when I was little and it scarred me.

03. Disappointing people. I have nightmares about messing up at work or at Random Acts and letting people down.

04. Tests/exams/job interviews. I don't mind written tests but anything where I am put on the spot and expected to answer face to face really freaks me out. I had get prescribed anti-anxiety meds before my driving test as I didn't sleep for three days leading up to it. Weirdly, though, I have no problems with presentations or things where I have to talk to a large group of people. It's just one-on-one stuff that freaks me out.

05. Looking stupid. I get really insecure around people who are smarter than me.

06. Having no money. I made some stupid mistakes when I was fresh out of uni and am only just recovering now. I still remember the fear of not knowing how I was going to pay for food and/or bills.

07. Being murdered. It sounds stupid but my parents used to watch a lot of crime shows when I was younger and I was terrified that I was going to get randomly murdered in my parents quiet cul-de-sac.

08. Losing my sight. I love reading so much that even the idea of going blind fills me with dread.