Here be a vent

[hils]

I'm almost certain this is the tiredness talking but I need to get this out of my system so I can sleep

I really kind of want to name names here but I probably shouldn't.

Anyway, at Newcastiel this weekend we got to talking about that girl who randomly blocked me on LJ, Twitter and Facebook after posting cryptic messages about how I wasn't worth defending. I can't even remember why we started talking about her but it brought up all the feelings of frustration and sadness again

kaylbunny mentioned that this girl had added her on Twitter a few days back

Turns out she's almost meticulously gone through and started following ALL of my friends and I still have no idea why she suddenly hates me

I'm just finding it really upsetting and I know I shouldn't but I can't help it.

If it was just some random online person I wouldn't care so much but I met her in person at a con and was one of the few people who gave a shit when she was going through some major personal problems. I texted her to make sure she was okay and everything.

What the hell have I done to deserve being shunned like this?

I sure as hell don't want her knowing how upset this has made me as I get the feeling that's what she want.

Urgh! Hopefully I'll feel better in the morning.

piperdox has assured me that calling her a dirty whore will make me feel better

BOO YOU WHORE!

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