*sighs*

[hils]

I hate the passive aggressive nature of being online.

Last night one of my friends (or so I thought) posted a vague note on Twitter about how she was disappointed that someone she had strongly defended online had proved to be not worth it. Five minutes later she defriended me on LJ and on Twitter.

I'm not one to shy away from things. If I've done something wrong I want to know so I can either fix it or defend myself. I asked her what I'd done and I was just ignored.

If this was just some random person I wouldn't really care but I considere this person a friend. I met her at a con, texted her when she was going through some serious personal problems to make sure she was okay.

This just isn't something that happens in real life. Or maybe it does. I dunno. I've never randomly decided to cut myself off from someone entirely and just never spoken to them again.

I dunno. It just bothered me I guess. I don't like the idea that I might have upset or angered someone but at the same time I'm kind of pissed off that people think I'm just disposable like that. I certainly have enough self-respect not to go pleading again for an explanation

Eh, I'll get over it I guess. I'm going to book my flights to Chicago now to cheer myself up.