Excuse me while I panic

[hils]

Cutting because it's mostly flailing incoherant panic


So, there was a thread about which big bang fics people are looking forward to and someone mentioned mine. This should be a good thing, right?

Nope, in my mind it's just triggered panic that it's not going to be good enough.

I've already said I'm not going to read the thread about my fic and I'm sticking to that, but people are more likely to complain if it's something they were looking forward to and it doesn't measure up.

I know it shouldn't matter what a bunch of anons think and I know I'm being dumb but I can't help it. We write fic because we want people to like it, right?

I really need to read over it again now that I've stepped back from it for a while and just check everything is okay.

I swear I just just give up on the whole fic thing. It causes way too much anxiety for me.