*sigh*

[hils]

I used to love my job. It was fun and interesting but fairly laid back too. My perfect job in a lot of ways

These days when I think about going to work I feel a sense of dread and anxiety. Greg and I, the two most inexperienced members of the team, have been essentially left to run the department on our own until the end of the month. My boss is on holiday, his boss is in very infrequently, Dave has left and our contractor has been sent to another site to cover for someone else who is on holiday.

It's just typical that as soon as we are left on our own everything goes wrong. I've had people yelling at me today, the threat of being yelled at some more tomorrow, servers have broken, people have lost data that we can't recover.

It's not fun!

The rational part of my brain tells me I should be using this time as a learning experience. I'm going to have to do things I've never done before and that's all stuff I can add to my CV.

But on the other hand, with all the other stresses I'm feeling at the moment, I am not a happy Hils.