Big-ass meme

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Pinched from flickums



Basics

Your gender: Female.
Straight/Gay/Bi: You decide ;)
Single?: Yes
If not, do you want to be?:
Birthdate: 19th September 1979
Your age: 25
Age you act: Probably about 16
Age you wish you were: 18. Them were the days
Your height: 5'2
Eye color: Blue
Happy with it?: Uh...yes
Hair color: Sort of reddy brown.
Happy with it?: It needs dying again
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous: Righty!
Your living arrangement: The fangirl pad
Your family: flickums, my sister. Colin, my father. Penny, my mother.
Have any pets?: Two cats (Ginger and Patch) and 1 dog (Rosie).
What's your job?: Civil Servant
Piercings?: Two holes in each ear
Tattoos?: None.
Obsessions?: Which ever celeb happens to be flavour of the moment, pirates, fanfiction
Addictions?: Chocolate, my computer, my mobile phone, fanfiction
Do you speak another language?: German, French and Italian (all very badly these days)
Have a favorite quote?: Uh...it changes all the time. "For Gondor!"
Do you have a webpage?: This here Livejournal and Death-Marked Love
Do you live in the moment?: I'm an obsessive planner so not really
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: Depends on the person.
Do you have any secrets?: Nothing major.
Do you hate yourself?: Sometimes
Do you like your handwriting?: Oh god no
Do you have any bad habits?: Several
What is the compliment you get from most people?: Uh...it's usually about things I've posted online. Icons, photos fanfic and whatnot
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: When Fandom Took Over
What's your biggest fear?: Things that can hurt me.
Can you sing?: Uh...sort of
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: I once pretended I was a 30 year old lesbain, but that was for a laugh rather than to look cool
Are you a loner?: Sometimes. Depends on my mood
What are your #1 priorities in life?: Loving my friends and being happy
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: I think I'd probably find me annoying
Are you a daredevil?: Not really
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: I talk too much, I have fluctuting moods about whether I like myself or not
Are you passive or agressive?: Agressive
Do you have a journal?: You're reading it!
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: Strength: I fight for what I believe in. Weakness: I can be quite pessimistic
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: I'd be a bit more ambitious.
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: I can be
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: I wish I'd studied what I wanted at school and not done the courses my teachers said would get me a good job. Do I have a good job? No
Do you think life has been good so far?: It has its ups and downs. Right now life is good.
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: Believe in yourself, which I still have trouble doing
What do you like the most about your body?: My eyes
And least?: My flab
Do you think you are good looking?: Average
Are you confident?: Depends on the situation. Mostly not
What is the fictional character you are most like?: Uh...I don't know actually
Are you perceived wrongly?: Depends on what the person's perception is.

Do You...

Smoke?: I have done
Do drugs?: I have done
Read the newspaper?: Yup
Pray?: Not any more
Go to church?: Not any more
Talk to strangers who IM you?: I have done but generally it's weird people who want to cyber
Sleep with stuffed animals?: Yup!
Take walks in the rain?: Not if I don't have to
Talk to people even though you hate them?: Why would I do that?
Drive?: Nope.
Like to drive fast?: No way.

Would or Have You Ever?

Liked your voice?: Sometimes I do
Hurt yourself?: No.
Been out of the country?: Yes.
Eaten something that made other people sick?: Not that I can recall.
Been in love?: No
Done drugs?: Yes
Gone skinny dipping?: No.
Had a medical emergency?: No.
Had surgery?: Nope.
Ran away from home?: No.
Played strip poker?: No.
Gotten beaten up?: No.
Beaten someone up?: No.
Been picked on?: Yes
Been on stage?: Yes.
Slept outdoors?: Yes.
Thought about suicide?: Yes
Pulled an all nighter?: Yes.
If yes, what is your record?: 24 hours.
Gone one day without food?: Yes
Talked on the phone all night?: Yes
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: Yes.
Slept all day?: Yes.
Killed someone?: No.
Made out with a stranger?: Yes
Had sex with a stranger?: No.
Thought you're going crazy?: Yes.
Kissed the same sex?: Yes
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: No.
Been betrayed?: Yes.
Had a dream that came true?: Probably
Broken the law?: Yes.
Met a famous person?: Yes
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: No.
On purpose?: No.
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: Probably
Stolen anything?: Yes
Been on radio/tv?: Yes
Been in a mosh-pit?: No.
Had a nervous breakdown?: No.
Bungee jumped?: No.
Had a dream that kept coming back?: Yes.

Beliefs

Believe in life on other planets?: Yes
Miracles?: Yes
Astrology?: Yes
Magic?: Yes
God?: No.
Satan?: No.
Santa?: Nope.
Ghosts?: Yes
Luck?: Yes.
Love at first sight?: No
Yin and yang (that good can't exist w/o bad)?: Yes.
Witches?: Yes.
Easter bunny?: No.
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: Yes
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: No.
Do you wish on stars?: No

Deep Theological Questions

Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: No.
Do you think God has a gender?: No
Do you believe in organized religion?: No
Where do you think we go when we die?: I hope our soul goes somewhere better

Friends

Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: Yes.
Who is your best friend?: jacqui_hw
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: Anyone who reads my LJ. LOL
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: "Have faith in yourself"
Your favorite inside joke?: Uh...I don't know. Probably something The Marauders made up
Thing you're picked on most about?: My scary fangirlishness
Who's your longest known friend?: flickums
Talking to?: jacqui_hw and drbillbongo
Newest?: myth_adventure friended me yesterday
Shyest?: jacqui_hw
Funniest?: drbillbongo always makes me laugh
Sweetest?: jacqui_hw
Closest?: jacqui_hw and flickums
Weirdest?: Definitely me or drbillbongo with her strange LotR ships ;)
Smartest?: mrthursday
Ditziest?: supernaturalhel. Bless her, she's blonde *hugs*
Friends you miss being close to the most?: I miss our Marauder get togethers. Eurovision soon!!!!
Last person you talked to online?: drbillbongo
Who do you talk to most online?: drbillbongo since I live with jacqui_hw
Who are you on the phone with most?: I don't really phone people to be honest
Who do you trust most?: jacqui_hw and flickums
Who listens to your problems?: Both of the above.
Who do you fight most with?: Uh....none of them really
Who's the nicest?: All of my friends are nice. That's why I consider them friends.
Who's the most outgoing?: padfoot_uk
Who's the best singer?: I don't know
Who's on your shit-list?: Nobody I consider a friend. Just my wanker flatmate and my team leader.
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: No, that way lies messiness and badness in my opinion
Who's your second family?: My LJ friends list *huggles you all*
Do you always feel understood?: I think I'm pretty straightforward
Who's the loudest friend?: padfoot_uk
Do you trust others easily?: No, I've been let down too many times in the past
Who's house were you last at?: I'm at my parents house right now
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: Uh...pass
Do your friends know you?: I think so
Friend that lives farthest away: Uh...probably wajoma in Australia

Love and All That

Do you consider love a mistake?: Choice of lover is a mistake. Love is not.
What do you find romantic?: Being able to talk with someone for a very long time without an awkward silence or a moment of boredom, old fashioned romantic gestures, nice little surprises, letting me know that they care without being prompted to, snuggling, making me laugh.
Turn-on?: Just being there is enough :)
Turn-off?: I think bastardness pretty much sums it up.
First kiss?: I was quite drunk
If someone who you had no interest in had interest in dating you, how would you feel?: I'd try and let them down gently
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going out?: So long as you haven't crossed into the 'friend' zone
Have you ever wished it was more socially acceptable for a girl to ask a guy out: Nope. I'm a coward when it comes to these things
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: Yes
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: Uh....well, I've had a few boyfriends so some must
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: Inability to communicate their feelings
What's the last present someone gave you?: Uh...it was almost certainly from jacqui_hw but I'm not sure what
Are you in love?: No

Who Was the Last Person...

That haunted you?: Probably Dave
You wanted to kill?: Kill is a very strong word
That you laughed at?: Poor Sean Bean in Lady Chatterly. The script is not good in places
That laughed at you?: Uh...I have no idea
That turned you on?: Beanie in Sharpe yesterday
You went shopping with?: Jacqui when we were in Liverpool
That broke your heart?: I've never been heartbroken. Hurt, but not hearbroken
To disappoint you?: Dave
To ask you out?: Dave
To make you cry?: I don't know.
To brighten up your day?: Uh...I'm all alone at the moment
That you thought about?: Dave, when I mentioned him in this meme
You saw a movie with?: AGES ago I think it was Assault on Precinct 13 with Jacqui and James
You talked to on the phone?: Some bloke who rang for Dad-ra about half an hour ago
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: Jacqui and Bill
You saw?: My parents on Saturday
You lost?: Only person I ever lost was my friend in Iraq...

Right This Moment...

Are you going out?: Nope
Will it be with your significant other?: Nope
Or some random person?: Nope
What are you wearing right now?: Spike t-shirt and jeans
Body part you're touching right now: My hand is on my lap
What are you worried about right now?: Not much
What book are you reading?: Lord of the Rings
What's on your mousepad?: It's plain green
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: Hungry, bored, awake, online, clean
Are you bored?: Yes.
Are you tired?: No.
Are you talking to anyone online?: Jacqui and Bill.
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: No.
Are you lonely or content?: A bit lonely
Are you listening to music?: Not right now