Feelin' crappy
Mar. 12th, 2003 07:32 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
hilsI've been at a really emotionally low point over the last few days and it just doesn't seem to be getting any better. Feel full of self-loathing and general crappiness. I feel like my life is insignificant, my opinions and thoughts are worthless and that just getting out of bed in the morning is a general waste of time.
Was walking to work this morning and I decided to make a mental list of things that I like about me or that I'm good at. Was rather distressed to find that I couldn't think of ANYTHING.
My writing is sloppy, my site is pretty but I didn't design it, I have a crappy job. God, what's the point.
Went out for lunch with Tyson today, hoping to have a good mope. He's still feeling really down though and I didn't want to burden him with my crapness. He's got enough problems of his own at the moment.
Spoke to Matthew and told him how I was feeling. Bless him, he tried. He suggested I make a mental list of things I like about me. Nearly cried whilst sitting at my desk.
Very tempted just to crawl into bed and have a good cry.
Was walking to work this morning and I decided to make a mental list of things that I like about me or that I'm good at. Was rather distressed to find that I couldn't think of ANYTHING.
My writing is sloppy, my site is pretty but I didn't design it, I have a crappy job. God, what's the point.
Went out for lunch with Tyson today, hoping to have a good mope. He's still feeling really down though and I didn't want to burden him with my crapness. He's got enough problems of his own at the moment.
Spoke to Matthew and told him how I was feeling. Bless him, he tried. He suggested I make a mental list of things I like about me. Nearly cried whilst sitting at my desk.
Very tempted just to crawl into bed and have a good cry.
