Fuck!

[hils]

Why do I subject myself to this? I tried to do the dutiful daughter thing and look in on my parents but what's the fucking point

My dad has spent the whole time gloating about all the expensive cool stuff he's got that I can't possibly afford. New PC, Sky, Surround Sound, flat screen TV etc etc

My mum appears to have no life outside of work and that's all she seems able to talk about.

Neither of them have asked me how I am or what's going on in my life. Yeah, I may sound like a whiney brat but it pisses me off!

And then my dad had the nerve to complain that I never phone home. Yeah, cos that would be a realy productive excercise.

I can't believe I'm going to be stuck here for a week at Christmas. Dad has already told me I'm not going to get near the computer while I'm here.

God, I feel like a terrible person for slating my family but I really can't stand it.

Thank god for my sister. Without her I think I would go totally insane.

Still at christmas I guess I can shut myself in my room with books and chocolate. I guess that will be ok....