So, I went through the denial stage during and after the first viewing of The Avengers.
The 2nd time I watched it I hit the acceptance stage but I spent the whole movie looking for clues that Phil's death was a fake or something.
Then that evening I watched A Funny Thing Happened On The Way To Thor's Hammer and I cried. Might have been the wine, though.
Sadly Clark Gregg has said here that he knew Coulson was going to die before they started shooting Thor.
So I guess that means he really is gone then.
WHEDON YOU BASTARD!
This may be one beloved character death too many for me to handle. Grr!
Minor character deaths seem to hit me harder than major ones. Am still not over Gabriel's death on SPN and that was two years and gallons of fix-it fic ago
*curls up in a ball*
In related news I need Avengers fic. Lots of Avengers fic. Anyone got any recs? I'll take Steve/Tony, Tony/Pepper, Phil/Anyone, Clint/Natasha, Clint/Natasha/Phil, Tony/Pepper/Phil
Hit me up with your faves. Nice long ones preferred.
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Date: 2012-04-28 04:15 pm (UTC)http://sam-storyteller.dreamwidth.org/174210.html Arms And The Man Summary: His best friend keeps cockblocking him, his relationship guru is a computer, and he might be gay. The future is very complicated. (also, pretty much everything by this author is amazing)
Ready, Fire, Aim by gyzm http://archiveofourown.org/works/270081 Summary: There's no "I" in "Avenger."
part two and three of the same verse: Situation normal: All fucked up http://archiveofourown.org/works/351786 and Momentum http://archiveofourown.org/works/359331
Deep Waters by AlchemyAlice: http://archiveofourown.org/works/269958 Summary: His power's running low, the arc reactor flickering. Cold, rancid sewer water is rushing into the fissure at his torn up shoulder, filling up the gaps, rising along his neck in frigid fingers. He's been like this before.
Mr. July by jibrailis: http://jibrailis.livejournal.com/97556.html Summary: An alien cult makes it their mission to see Captain America naked
Semaphore by DevilDoll: http://archiveofourown.org/works/314102?view_full_work=true Summary: "I’m trying to like you, Tony. You’re just making it very hard." (looong fic <3)
I stole the Keys to this Guy by kellifer_fic: http://archiveofourown.org/works/285840 Summary: Where it was Nick Fury's idea, but he didn't mean it like *that*
Some Assembly Required by valtyr: http://archiveofourown.org/works/89825 Summary: Tony Stark is trying to set up a new superhero team when he's given a sex change, courtesy of Victor von Doom. He copes with that about as well as you'd expect.
Diplomatic Relations by Nix: http://crimsonquills.livejournal.com/702407.html Summary: aliens made them do it pwp, basically^^
Without Irony by tsukinofaerii (part 1 of the W.I.P.E. series): http://archiveofourown.org/works/148868 Summary: Open file TS_762-b.ims... Sometimes, when a drive is completely broken, the only thing to do is wipe it clean and start over. When he wakes up, Tony has no idea who he is, or what he did to end up where he is. Depending on who he talks to, he was a villain or a hero, a genius or a degenerate. What he is now is still up for debate, but it doesn't look like he's going to have much time to figure it out. With a computer in his head screwing up and a country falling to pieces, options are getting limited. Steve The world needs Iron Man a lot more than it needs Tony Stark.
Per Expectations by tsukinofaerii (part 2 of the W.I.P.E. series):http://archiveofourown.org/works/254006 Summary: After the events of Without Irony, Tony wakes up with a freshly rebooted memory and nearly all of his memories from before the deletion and none after. Nearly all isn't nearly enough, and what's missing just might be the most important thing he's ever forgotten. Tony's not sure he wants to remember, but if he doesn't it's going to be the death of him.
In A Different Light by marinarusalka: http://marinarusalka.dreamwidth.org/465753.html Summary: After an unexpected attack, Tony has trouble dealing with his injuries and Steve has trouble dealing with Tony.
Most of them are long fics, so they should do for a bit. Enjoy <3
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Date: 2012-04-28 04:15 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2012-04-28 04:22 pm (UTC)A´good place to look for Steve/Tony fic would be http://talesofsuspense.net/ which is part of the Cap/Iron Man comm here:
They're also on LJ: http://cap-ironman.livejournal.com/profile
Other than that, let me know if you like any specific kinks? I kept the list as vanilla as I ever get^^
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Date: 2012-04-28 04:24 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2012-04-28 04:40 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2012-04-28 04:42 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2012-04-28 02:50 pm (UTC)The Last Love Song of Anthony E. Stark (42335 words) by
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: The Avengers (2012)
Rating: Mature
Warning: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Steve Rogers/Tony Stark, Loki/Sif
Summary:
After contracting an Asgardian virus, Tony starts forgetting things. And people. And Steve.
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Date: 2012-04-29 07:13 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2012-04-29 10:31 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2012-04-29 10:34 am (UTC)