*collapses*

First draft of my fic is done! Only took me until 2:40am. LOL. The characters sort of took over towards the end and I wound up going in a totally different direction to what I'd planned. I'm quite pleased with it though. It's a bit more angsty than my usual fics

Will get it typed up and ready for beta tomorrow. Now I need to go to sleep

All kinds of happy

Today I will mostly be typing up my fic. Also need to do the episode of the week at old_school_clex and make this weeks batch of icons

It looks like I'm going to be meeting up with bonnysprite while I'm in Canada. This is shaping up to be a most excellent holiday.

I'm already thinking about where I can go next year *g*

Talking about weight

Just watched this on bittermint's journal

I really wish I could be that way about my weight, and the fact is I didn't really think about it until the doctor told me I needed to lose weight. I'm not huge. Last time I weighed myself I was about 147lbs but of course once medical people tell you to lose weight you start to panic.

It doesn't help that I have photos like this kicking around to remind me what I used to look like (this was 2003 and yes I am VERY pale).

I'm at a point now where I'm just about happy with my body again. I still weigh about 12lbs more than I did in that photo but I look ok. However, this is a result of checking the calories on everything I eat and not allowing myself to eat 'naughty food' unless it's a special occasion. Like the woman in the video said, if I ate whatever I wanted my weight would just shoot back up and that's not something I'm comfortable allowing to happen.

So that video shamed me slightly because I am one of the people being talked about. I don't care what other people look like at all, but I am very conscious of myself. Wish it were otherwise but that's just me

Fic: A Peridot Revelation (Clark/Lex)

Title: A Peridot Revelation
Author: Hils
Rating: PG-13
Fandom: Smallville
Pairing: Clark/Lex
Words:
Summary: Seeing Lex and Lana together brings a surprising revelation to Clark. Spoilers for Fade.
Written for 10_hurt_comfort. The prompt was ‘jealous’.
Thanks to danceswithgary for the beta and to acampbell for helping me through some plot points

( Fake LJ cut to my fiction journal )

Obscura screencaps

Couple of screencaps of Clark in Obscura

( One amused me and one is hot )