So much for that

I've had the management job taken away from me. Apparently they need me doing my regular work because our figures have dropped. They're bringing someone else in to replace me.

I'm trying very hard not to cry.

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I really don't want to be here right now. I want to go home, eat chocolate, get drunk and go to bed

FFS!

To top everything off my lovely framed collage of me and all my friends has fallen off the wall and smashed

I don't think I can cry any more

I do appreciate all your kind comments though. I'll reply to them all when I'm feeling a bit more emotionally stable

Beanage

Some Bean to cheer me up (and you too if you like Bean and are sad)

I won Mod's choice with this one:

I won 2nd place with this one:

The rest:

Update

jacqui_hw has cooked me dinner, given me wine and cake and we watched the rest of Middlemarch. While we watched the DVD Jacqui gave me hugs and amused me. She also observed that I apparently have the tinest ears ever. Seriously, she keeps talking about the smallness of my ears. LOL.

I was also amused by the fact that Jacqui ordered 2kg of Peas from Tesco and they sent her two pea pods totally 3 pence. Hee! You'd have thought that it occurred to them that it was wrong.

Greg phoned to check I was ok. Bless. I did come close to crying several times today and I did have a little weep in the privacy of the toilets. Also this touching post by authoressnebula had me in tears too. I do feel less like crying now so I guess that's progress

Don't know what I'm going to do at work tomorrow. I really can't be arsed with them any more since they obviously care about statistics and not people. I have asked my boss what the procedure is for requesting a transfer to another department. I'm not 100% sure I want to do it yet but at least I want to know where I stand. Bumped into my old boss in the corridor this afternoon (she was one of the people involved in the decision to 'demote' me). She asked me if I was ok, and I said no. Her reply? 'Oh' and then she walked off

I hate them all! Not the people in my office, but the fucktards who did this.

*sigh* I'm going to finish my rum and coke and then go to bed. Maybe it will seem better tomorrow