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May. 16th, 2002
I'm miserable and everyone else seems to be miserable too. I think I'm going to curl up into a ball in bed and wait for the world to go away. Feel like crying right now.
One of my friends has been contacted by Christopher Golden, a prominant horror writer and one of the main Buffy novel authors. He congratulated her on her fanfics and said he was jealous of how good she was. Whilst I'm really happy for her, I've realised that my writing just isn't up to that standard. No wonder none of the mags I wrote to wanted me. Hell, I can't even get a job with the MOD.
One of my friends has been contacted by Christopher Golden, a prominant horror writer and one of the main Buffy novel authors. He congratulated her on her fanfics and said he was jealous of how good she was. Whilst I'm really happy for her, I've realised that my writing just isn't up to that standard. No wonder none of the mags I wrote to wanted me. Hell, I can't even get a job with the MOD.