
I'm so bloody fed up. Every morning I wake up knowing that I've got to trek bloody miles to work, stuff around on delayed trains and for what? To be treated like a dogsbody! All I do all day is filing and photocopying. Since I'm at the bottom of the chain I get blamed for anything that goes wrong, regardless of whether its my fault or not. People ignore the fact that I have a brain and give me the crappest jobs to do that nobody else wants. I'm surprised they haven't got me cleaning the toilets. Who cares that I'm qualified to do a job at least 3 levels up from where I am at the moment. I don't have experience so no one gives a shit.
All my money is being soaked up by travelling expenses and now my driving lessons. I'm trying to save up for a Mac so I can teach myself Photoshop and Quark but since I earn shite all it'll be years before I can afford it.
All I want to do is sit at home and write but since I'm too tired on an evening and my weekends are spent having a life then I don't get much of that done either.
The only solutions I can see are marrying a millionaire or winning the lottery. Why did no one tell me that adult life sucks this much. I'd give anything to go back to being a carefree student.
Fucking hell I'm pissed off. Been shitted on all day today and then there were no seats on the train and it was vastly over-crowded. Grrrrrr.....and no, I don't feel better after that rant