Life and stuff
Dec. 4th, 2002 09:16 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
hilsWell, as it was pointed out yesterday I'm about due a 'proper' LJ entry, whereby I assess my life and try and bring meaning to the futility of it all. So here we go, what's going on in my life at the moment.
Work - Actually not too bad at the moment. Office bitca STILL refuses to acknowledge me but I've now accepted that that's just the way it is. Still, I'm feeling a lot more chilled out lately which is now bordering on 'can't be arsed'. Thankfully everyone seems to be winding down for Christmas so my apathy is going unnoticed. Will have to buck myself up in the new year.
Writing - It occured to me today that I haven't sat down and done any decent amount of writing for about 3 weeks. This is bad. I normally try to get at least one day's solid writing done a week. It's not like I've been busy or anything. It's just my general 'can't be arsed' attitude. I'm going to make a concerted effort to get a reasonable amount done this weekend. As Rob pointed out, it doesn't matter if what I churn out is no good. I can always go back to it. The point is I need to get back into the frame of mind. So, I shall be forcing myself to write something this weekend. Maybe my slash fic. It's nearly finished. Just a few more scenes to do...
Oh, and I've given up on the writing course. I just wasn't getting anything out of it. Being told each week that my stuff was 'alright' really wasn't helpful. And it made me ill to see the tutor gushing over this one girl's work no matter how good or bad it was.
Anything else? Hmm...well, I have a date in a few weeks....
Work - Actually not too bad at the moment. Office bitca STILL refuses to acknowledge me but I've now accepted that that's just the way it is. Still, I'm feeling a lot more chilled out lately which is now bordering on 'can't be arsed'. Thankfully everyone seems to be winding down for Christmas so my apathy is going unnoticed. Will have to buck myself up in the new year.
Writing - It occured to me today that I haven't sat down and done any decent amount of writing for about 3 weeks. This is bad. I normally try to get at least one day's solid writing done a week. It's not like I've been busy or anything. It's just my general 'can't be arsed' attitude. I'm going to make a concerted effort to get a reasonable amount done this weekend. As Rob pointed out, it doesn't matter if what I churn out is no good. I can always go back to it. The point is I need to get back into the frame of mind. So, I shall be forcing myself to write something this weekend. Maybe my slash fic. It's nearly finished. Just a few more scenes to do...
Oh, and I've given up on the writing course. I just wasn't getting anything out of it. Being told each week that my stuff was 'alright' really wasn't helpful. And it made me ill to see the tutor gushing over this one girl's work no matter how good or bad it was.
Anything else? Hmm...well, I have a date in a few weeks....