What?

So, someone on spnstoryfinders just did a post that said they wanted more stories along the same lines as 'Misha Collins Makes A Match' and 'Common Knowledge'

My first thought was that my fic does not deserve to be mentioned in the same breath as Common Knowledge. Common Knowledge is one of the first J2 fics I ever read and my fic doesn't come anywhere close to it.

I really do have a serious case of self-loathing when it comes to my writing and I honestly don't know what to do about it. It's always been there, right from when I first started writing fic ten years ago. Nothing anyone says is going to change it I don't think.

So now I'm flailing over my current project and wondering if it's good enough to even post

Argh!

Why do I do this to myself?