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Urgh, I hate this. I keep fluctuating between being really excited about the novel and then being crippled by fear that it's going to be crap. I really need to just sit down and write, regardless of how good it is. I've never been scared by a blank page before, but that's because I'm normally safe within the confines of fanfic. I really need to get over this or I'm not going to end up anywhere.
I WILL write something this weekend *resolve face*
Still, on the plus side work is good, aside from the crap pay and the fact that it's boring. This is the first job I've had where I've actually had friends there rather than just colleagues. It's quite nice and makes all the crap worthwhile. We've got an afternoon piss-up tomorrow which should be a laugh. Just hope creepy guy doesn't try anything like last time. I know we're getting on now but there's a line that most definitley cannot be crossed