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I had a really vivid dream last night that Clif invited me over to Jensen's house. Yes, this is where you all mock me for my subconscious love for him.

But, no.

I was hanging out with Clif and Jensen but it was just like I was hanging out with a couple of my friends. Jensen and I were talking about pets (in my dream he had cats) and Clif and I were talking about our favourite movies from the 80s (Robocop and Terminator apparently). As well as all this I was talking to Christian Kane on Twitter.

But the relevent part is that after a while Jensen said he needed to take a shower and just stripped down to his boxers in the middle of the room before he wandered off to look for a towel. And this didn't affect me AT ALL. It was like being in the room with a family member. I was more interested in whatever Clif was talking about.

And that, people, I think demonstrates how unattracted to Jensen I really am.

Also, amusingly, I was trying to stealth-text [livejournal.com profile] oddlyfamiliar to tell her where I was but I didn't want Clif to see in case he kicked me out.


Mar. 2nd, 2011 07:17 pm
hils: (Gabriel wings)
Had a dream last night that Gabriel came back but he had amnesia and had no idea who he was. He had to give him this big romantic speech about how I would love him no matter what and that even though he couldn't remember who he was I still knew his heart.

It's weird because, yes, I do love Richard and Gabriel but I wouldn't say I find him attractive. In my dream I really, really did.


Apr. 26th, 2010 08:21 am
hils: (Mish Smish)

Guys, I'm amazed my brain hasn't exploded from the sheer awesome of my dream last night.

It started when Misha Collins phoned me. Apparently he'd decided that the best way to amuse himself when he got bored was to call random fans. He spoke to [livejournal.com profile] jacqui_hw first and she told him I was about to go to work so he called me on my mobile so I could chat to him while I walked in

It was a fairly normal conversation by his standards. He said it was 2am where he was and that he was bored in his hotel room. We chatted about travel for a bit and I asked him if it sucked having to do conventions in places he didn't actually like. He said he liked everywhere he went.

As we were talking I spotted Matt Smith walking towards me and he waved at me (apparently we'd met before and he remembered me). I started squeeing down the phone at Misha and Matt heard me. He grabbed my phone from me and started talking to Misha. I have no idea what they talked about.

Then Karen popped up out of nowhere and grabbed the phone from Matt so she could talk to Misha too.

Finally I got my phone back and Misha and I talked a bit about the pressure of celebrity and then I woke up.


Apr. 2nd, 2010 11:52 am
hils: (Mish Smish)

Had a weird dream last night that I was teaching English as a foreign language and Misha was sitting in on my class.

Towards the end I had all my students give me their contact details which included mobile number and blog URL. I decided not to share my blog address because I didn't want Misha finding all the RPS I'd written about him

While everyone was writing their details on the board Misha was talking about some surfing lessons he'd had and then said he didn't have a blog because he couldn't get the Internet on his computer. He added that if he got taken on for season six of Supernatural he'd consider getting online.

After I wrote my number on the board Misha made a joke about obscene phonecalls. I pointed out that if I ever got an obscene phonecall now I'd automatically assume it was him. He grinned and gave me the thumbs up

Woke up just as I was about to start flailing to my friends. In fact I think I told someone it was the best Misha moment I'd had until I remembered he glomped me at Collectormania

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I seriously don't know what's going on in my head at the moment. I mean I can work out where all the individual components of my dream came from but all together it was weird

So it started with me watching Chuck but there was a message at the beginning about how Zachary Levi had unexpectedly quit so the show was now about Sarah who had telekinetic powers

Then all of a sudden I was in SPN and Lucifer was trying to get Sam to say yes to him. I started acting out what was happening using action figures so everyone could see what was going on.

But then it turned out that I was actually at university and the thing with SPN was just some sort of roleplaying game. Misha was there as our student advisor and he lived a couple of rooms down from me. We were having an affair and when I got back from the holidays he told me he was going to leave his wife because she didn't like his hair. He'd got a buzz cut but he'd obviously done it himself because it was all uneven.

Woke up after that


Mar. 12th, 2010 07:30 am
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Continuing the vein of weird dreams last night I dreamed I was back at school. I don't know who my teacher was but I had a massive crush on him. We had to write an essay and three of us left it to the last minute so we found one online and just changed bits of it. I worked really hard to make it look like my own work but Dean Winchester, one of my friends, couldn't be bothered and just submitted it as it was. The teacher made fun of him in front of everyone for his bad essay so Dean ratted me and our other out for cheating. Woke up before the teacher could do anything.


Mar. 11th, 2010 10:30 pm
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I totally forgot about my dream last night where I hooked up with The Prophet Chuck. I was on some sort of submarine with him, [livejournal.com profile] flickums, [livejournal.com profile] artharsil and the guy I had a crush on when I was at school. Chuck and I decided to spend the night together and I had to get a condom from [livejournal.com profile] flickums. We never actually got to the sex part in my dream though.

My head is a seriously weird and slightly disturbing place.


Mar. 6th, 2010 11:01 am
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I had some weirdass dreams last night. First of all Jensen was taking part in the winter olympics as a skater. Then the guys from Being Human showed up and started a fire and by the end of the dream it had turned into a Resident Evil game where we were running around a hospital trying to avoid zombies

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Feb. 10th, 2010 10:34 am
hils: (Dean)
I had a really vivid dream last night that Danneel announced on Twitter that she and Jensen had broken up. She was really nice about it and was reassuring everyone it had nothing to do with Jared. LOL.

I think in my dream we were friends and I went to see her but she was totally fine and trying on a new dress.

Hopefully it's not a premonition because I think they're adorable

hils: (Colin/Bradley by me)
I am finding Brave New World a tough book to read. I'm only three chapters in and it's already made me cry. I can see why it's on the curriculum for schools.

In happier news thank you to the annonymous pixie who bought me some tulips for my profile page. That really made me smile this morning

I had a random Colin/Bradley dream last night. I was supposed to be taking part in this martial arts competition only I had no idea how to fight and I was really worried I was going to get killed so I ran away. I bumped into Colin and got all exicted and started chatting away. Then Bradley showed up so I started chatting to him too. It turned out I'd started talking to them during the filming of a scene and Bradley got a bit annoyed. Colin didn't seem to mind and said I could stay and watch.

Afterwards Colin asked me to sit in on a script writing meeting because he wants a fans input.

Woke up after that.

Btw is anyone free to beta my M2 fic this weekend? It's not finished yet but it should be by Sunday. It's not due until the 31st but I will obviously need some time to fix it up


Jan. 7th, 2010 09:10 am
hils: (Mish Smish by me)
Had a dream about Misha last night.

It was kind of added on to the end of this long dream I was having where me and a bunch of my friends owned a hotel and this guy died in the garden. None of us wanted to go near the body so rather than call anyone we were trying to figure out ways to keep our guests out of area.

Towards the end of the dream Misha showed up. He was with his wife and a baby. I had a baby too that I was looking after for one of my friends. Misha knew my name (although he kept calling me Hilary rather than Hils) but I'm not sure if it's because he remembered me from Collectormania or we were friends.

I got all excited and said that it was good to see him again and asked him if he'd enjoyed his holidays. He said it had been good apart from New Year's Day. He introduced me to his wife and said that they'd got engaged to Allison (I'm assuming this was their girlfriend) over the holidays.

I remember thinking that I had to tweet and/or post to LJ that not only had Misha remembered my name but I'd met his wife.

Woke up after that


Dec. 28th, 2009 02:57 pm
hils: (Merlin/Arthur cartoon by redscharlach)
I had a dream last night that I went to an MCM Expo type even for Merlin and it was a total disaster. Colin and Bradley never showed up because they were busy filming. Katie was telling everyone not to take photos of her and Angel was just bored and aloof during the whole thing

Then one of the writers (I don't even know who it was supposed to be. It was a woman) said she was taking the show in an entirely new direction for the third season and they were going to make it a crossover with Robin Hood and introduce a whole load of original new characters too

I was most displeased

*clings to Merlin fandom*

Don't ever change
hils: (Sam smile by sweetgirl7808)
So, I had another dream about Jared last night and apparently now the only way my subconscious will accept Jared dreamstalking me is to make Misha an utter bastard. LOL!

In my dream I met Jared while he was walking his dogs and I was walking my parents dogs. We started chatting and we got along really well so he invited me back to his place to hang out. This isn't the first time I've had this particular dream actually but this time Misha was there. He got really pissed off and was claiming to Jared that I was just using him (Jared) to get close to him (Misha).

Misha started demanding I take a lie detector test to prove my true intentions and I told Jared that as much as I liked him it really wasn't worth all the hassle and I left.

Yeah, my head is a very screwed up place apparently. LOL!


Dec. 12th, 2009 09:22 am
hils: (Misha milk by me)
This is so typical of my brain. I had a dream about Misha last night and of all the thing we could have been doing we were sat around talking politics. LOL.

In my dream Misha was on Twitter hiatus because he was in this country doing something. I never did find out what. Anyway, we were sat around playing cards (me and him and my parents WTF) and I was telling him that what had really impressed me about the whole minion thing was the fact that we were essentially managing to amuse ourselves while he was away. I started comparing it to writing fanfic about a cancelled show (I was a wee bit patronising 'You're the cancelled show, Misha' but he seemed to find it amusing).

Then he was telling me that he'd seen this documentary on TV and that he was surprised to learn that in the event of a natural distaster Prince Charles has the authority to order people not to evacuate. My mum chimed in at this point and said 'Yeah, good luck with that'

Misha and I then started talking minion business again and I told him he was going to be impressed with all the ideas for spending stimulus money when he got back. I was telling him all about this website which has a whole list of ideas, split into different categories (this list does actually exist. It's awesome).

Sadly I woke up before he could reply.

I wonder if it's worth setting up a minion LJ comm for those who want to discuss minion business in more than 140 characters *ponders* y/n?


Dec. 9th, 2009 09:15 am
hils: (Bradley fingers by me)
I had a dream about Bradley last night \o/

I was at some sort of musical parade thing. I was all amused because they were selling children's costumes which included Castiel and Captain Jack Harkness. Anyway, we were watching a performance by The Spice Girls (weirdly as they were back in the 90s) and when it was finished I spotted Bradley wearing one of those high visibility jackets. I went over and jokingly asked if he was wearing it so that Colin could find him when he got lost. He grinned and said that after three years of working with Colin he didn't really get lost anymore.

I think ran back to my friend squeeing because I'd just talked to him. LOL

Also had a dream that I set my hair on fire. Deliberately. It didn't hurt and I thought it looked cool. Any dream analysts want to have a bash at that?


Nov. 3rd, 2009 09:03 am
hils: (Sleepy Clark by me)
God, I think my subconscious ships wincest. I had a dream last night that I was friends with Sam. It was post-show and he'd taken a job as a teacher because his leg had been hurt during a hunt and he had to walk with a cane now. Anyway, we were going out for lunch and I noticed that he carried a photo of Dean in his wallet. It could have been an innocent thing. Lots of people carry photos of their family, right? But I knew this wasn't and I didn't really care.

Then I also dreamed that Misha released a music album. Because apparently I don't think he's multi-talented enough already. LOL. I never got around to listening to it. I just bought it in the shop so I can't tell you whether he can actually sing or not


Oct. 24th, 2009 12:27 pm
hils: (Dean scream by me)
1. I read John Winchester's Journal about Hell Hounds just before I went to sleep and got woken up by the dog barking at the mail this morning. Egads it scared the crap out of me. LOL!

2. Then I went back to sleep and dreamed that it was [livejournal.com profile] flickums wedding. For some reason I was really late and when I got there everyone else was ready. I couldn't find my dress, my hair looked terrible and my make-up hadn't been done. Meep!

Scary night for me.

Dad-Ra wants us to take the dogs for a walk today but it's raining so I think I shall stay home and try and write. Barely done any all week.


Aug. 8th, 2009 10:52 am
hils: (Jared by dramaa_princess)
Jared is back to dreamstalking me. Hee! Except I know now he's not, but it's still fun to say

I had this really strange dream that I was getting married. I have no idea who the groom was because we never got that far. I was running around in my wedding dress panicking because I was wearing the wrong shoes and had forgotten my make-up. My parents told me I didn't have time to go and get them because we were already running late for the ceremony, even though we were only about five minutes from my flat

Anyway, I ignored them and ran home. Got into the building and walked in on Dave having sex with Daphne from True Blood in the corridor. Weirder still is that they both stopped what they were doing to have a chat about the wedding. LOL!

Next think I know I'm at this garden and it's not my wedding any more, it's Jared's. I assume he was marrying Genevieve but she wasn't actually there from what I can tell so maybe I was marrying him. LOL! I don't think I was though because I felt guilty when we kissed

Anyway, Jared was going around all smiles and hugging everyone and thanking them for coming. He wasn't actually dressed for the wedding though he was wearing this grey t-shirt much like the one that Dean wears at the end of Everyone Loves A Clown. Does Jared even own a shirt like that? I have no idea

Anyway, I could tell Jared was really stressed but trying to make nice so I pulled him into this tent that was selling DVDs of the wedding and told him to take five minutes out from making nice to everyone. We started messing around and ended up kissing. It was hot.

This was the funny part though. As we were leaving the tent the owner asked Jared if he would mind signing some of the DVDs because Jensen and Danneel already had. Jared signed a bunch but was clearly not happy, so I tried to make him laugh by signing one too to confuse people. Jared then joined in and opened up the box and wrote a silly message inside as a surprise for someone. The DVD ended up covered in writing from me and Jared including mentions of 'losercase' (yeah, I've been reading stuff at [livejournal.com profile] mishaland) and the fact that Jared actually writes in 'txt spk'

As we were leaving I said that what we had written would be on LJ as soon as whichever fan got it home. I suggested we get Jensen to deface one too for a laugh but Jared said he wouldn't

Woke up after that.

Seriously, WTF brain


Jul. 17th, 2009 07:29 am
hils: (Misha milk by me)
There's a pretty epic thunder storm going on at the moment. Kitty is going a bit mental because she can't go out (because she doesn't want to go out in the rain, not because I won't let her).

But more annoyingly the thunder woke me up from an amazing Misha Collins dream. We were at this convention and a bunch of my LJ friends were there. The only one I remember for sure seeing was [livejournal.com profile] yellowwolf5 but I think some of my Merlin friends were there too.

Anyway, we were playing these silly games where you had to collect items, and do an assault course, stuff like that. We'd all been divided into teams with one of the con guests as each team leader. Of course I was on Misha's team and he was mocking me for coming last in the assault course challenge and I was snarking back at him which he just found amusing. But I won the item collecting challenge and that made him happy. LOL.

We had some time left over at the end of the con so Misha decided to do an inpromptu panel on writing and was giving lots of useful hints and tips on how to write better fanfic. I was sat next to him, or sprawled on the floor more accurately because we were on these big floor cushions (which I blame on a scene from my [livejournal.com profile] rpf_big_bang) and he was coming out with some really amazing stuff. Sadly I can't remember what any of his useful tips were now. Damn thunder.
hils: (Dean by me)
People are funny. This girl sent me a PM saying she'd found my LJ when she'd done a search for Poppy Z. Brite as an interest and would it be ok if she friended me. I pointed out that I hadn't read a PZB book in over a year and suggested she read my LJ to get a feel for my posts (and how often I make them) before friending me. She added me 5 minutes later, left a comment on my Arrested Development post and then defriended me less than 24 hours later. LOL. WTF?

Had a rather strange dream last night where Misha Collins and McKenzie Crook were doing a song and dance routine on stage. Misha was quite a good singer but McKenzie was not. Weirdly he was wearing Castiel's suit but not the trench coat. I dunno.

Well, after posting last night that I didn't want to work on my [livejournal.com profile] rpf_big_bang I ended up writing the most natural feeling scene of the fic so far. I'm pleased with how it turned out and I don't think it's going to need a huge amount of editing so that's good. Unfortunately I was up until 1:30am as a result. My bad.

This isn't a 'poor me give me comments' sort of thing but my SV icons only got 2 comments which has pretty much made up my mind for me as to whether I want to continue. I might do S4 because it's got Jason and Lois but I'm not going to be falling over myself to make them. I just don't think people are interested in old SV icons and to be honest I'm not either. I do like icon making though so I'll have this to fall back on when I run out of Merlin episodes to do. LOL

Only one person spammed me with Jensen pics but luckily it was [livejournal.com profile] elandrialore and she gave me LOADS so I shall make some Jensen icons today I think. Watch this space.


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