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I'm home and feeling quite drained.

It was a lovely service. Everyone said that it was very Crys. It was really nice to learn a bit more about him as everyone shared stories from back before I knew him. There were some wonderful photos being passed around where he bore a startling resemblence to Bernard Black.

I've also finally been able to cry. I don't know why but even though I knew he was gone it never really seemed 100% real until I saw the coffin. I have to say thanks to

ballistichimp for holding my hand and to

flickums and

artharsil for giving me cuddles. Someone also gave me a tissue but I'm not sure who it was, but I'm thankful to them too.

After the service I drove from Nuneaton back to York which is the longest journey I've done since I passed my test. Thankfully there was only one minor incident and it didn't do any damage to the car.

I think a quiet evening is in order. Might try and catch up on some of my TV shows after dinner

Hope you're all well