In retrospect I think I was confusing an interest in Christianity (my degree is in Theology) with an actual belief in it.
*nods*

I drifted away after my third year when I found that there were a lot of things (mostly the church's attitude to homosexuality) that I had issues with.
Ooooh yeah. I can so relate.

These days I don't really have any sort of religious or spiritual beliefs, which I guess is kind of sad, but it's just not something I think about.
Whatever works for you I think is good. I do think we all have spiritual beliefs, though we might not believe in a set system if that makes any sense?